I sulk in the midst of people's happiness

So i guess i was right after all.

My happiness was short-lived. It felt so good while it lasted.

I wonder why, why does it bother me so much? Why do i feel so....so utterly sad when i hear you laugh. Why?

It has always been hard for me and now, it's even harder than before. I really hate not knowing the problem when i know there IS a problem.

Clueless bastard. Me.

Wading waist-deep in shit.



I'm trying too hard to be happy again.