Stop It.

Why?













it really is a wonder that it was only last week i was jotting this down in my notebook:

It's fine.
It's adequate.
It's quite gratifying
but it's fine, really.

My yesterday.
My joy.
I'm a guy
who drowns himself
in his yesterdays
just because of you.

Elation,
when you smile at me.
Euphoric,
when you touch me.
Exciting,
when you talk to me.
Extraordinary,
you make my day.

Even if i would walk Today,
still i would find
myself in Yesterday.
Nevermind about Tomorrow,
It can wait.





....


and now glory be! i'm singing a totally different tune now.
I really can't get any closer to her, can I? I mean, i'm like the Hulk. When he gets pissed off, he turns green and big. Me? I'm the Sulk. When i get near her and start thinking about....'things', I....well...I sulk.



Why?






p/s actually,i'm not supposed to use the compute anymore. Curi-curi blog now. This blog will enter semi-hibernation state. Might do some occasional update if i get the chance. Till then.