I'm just a kid. Now, where have i heard that one?

Nyek nyek nyek.

Screw the what-shit hibernation crap la. I'm back blogging and onlining.

Why?

COZ I DID NOT FAIL 4 SUBJECTS!

YES I DID NOT!









i only failed 3......passed sejarah lah. i mean, who fails sejarah? who can? it's just too absurd. =D


Oh my god, i've been looking at things so narrowly that i've forgotten to widen my horizons. So what if my now-friends-turning-into-strangers are forsakening me? I got other friends who really care for me, friends i've neglected myself, friends i took granted for.

Thank you for being there for me. and fuck you again. If you hate me that much.....go on and continue being the grouch you are, god knows i need it. Maybe it's even better this way, you hating me. Ignore me. Throw everything you got at me. Who knows? i might turn out stronger after all this.


I've been relating my life to music lately. My iTunes have been replaying this playlist countless of times-Emo Time. Haha, collections of emo songs? Not really, dish in a few angry songs too, then that sums up my life pretty nicely. When i lose myself in those slow tunes and notes, then i only find myself able to breathe.

In and out. In and out.

My problems....not that i don't wanna share it, but it's just too complicated that i can't even put them into words. First there's her,then my friends, then my studies, then family.

Fucked up life would be good here.


I have to stop crying. I have to stop weeping like a little kid in 2am in the morning. i'm 17. i'm supposed to be stronger than this. (this is a confession. *shakes head*)


and you still never care.






I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends
but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead,
I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time,
I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own
and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight



Cause I'm just a kid tonight