Deception or Constipation?

It's so much easier to lie.

Really. I mean, you can effortlessly put on this fake smile in less than 2 seconds and act as though you have not the care in the world.


No, i have not been honest with my friends. As much as i appreciate the concern they show, i lied to them. No one, i repeat, NO ONE can even begin to understand how i feel now. It's not that i don't wanna share, but it's too complicated and fucked up to put all these shits into words.


So, sorry for the lie.




But the lie is better than the truth,no?
It's better to be fake-ishly happy than being truly emo.



bottomeline: i'm still not over it.