You left just to see me fall. The show begins.

Emo once again.

I keep thinking, what if i don't make things up with you guys when my remaining 38 days end. Will it be left just like this? If so, i'll be leaving with a shoulder-full of regrets. I don't want that.

But it probably would just be the same for you. How long have you went on without me? There, i'm just thrown away like some rag-doll. Why do i care so much?

Today, i am dead depressed and emo.

End of post. Can't continue anymore.

38 days left to suffer, 38 days left to make things right.