Keep the emotions flowing or roll over and turn into stone. Wtf?

I think i'm turning into a stalker. Nuff' said. I creep myself out.
Is this even normal?

*shudder*

Exams are in like....what? less than 72 hours? Yeah, and i'm not panicking. Not one bit. I do not know why, but i have no mojo going on here. Don't give me that look, i mean it. I have not touched anything.

And this is supposed to be our trials, our passport to college, and here i am, juggling it, and all can come crashing down on me any moment.

I just don't care anymore.

See what have i become?