another 'Oh Well...'

I really thought i'd be happy to see her again.

fuck no, i wasn't.
and i don't know the reason why.

for all the missing and thinking,
suddenly,
i just wished she wasn't there.
no wait, just wished I wasn't there.

It's too complex,too mushed up.
To unravel all this,
heck, i don't think Einstein could help.


Oh well...