Ain't no bed of roses

no, i don't think i like the life i have now.
i'm not being ungrateful or picky or anything, it's just that, i don't like it, not even one bit.

I've done some thinking....and searching. I really feel no love for my parents anymore. I'm not being childish or anything, but it's the things they do and say. I'm a wretchd lil kid. Sorry.

so many things left unsaid, yet i don't feel like typing it. It takes too much out of me. So i'll leave it here with a summary.

I am very frustrated, not angry
i am very confused, not wayward
i am lonely, not desperate
i am sad, not depressed