Emotionally Scarred...again

Yes, i was raped by the notorious and despicable duo, Biology and Sejarah......



as usual.

Cherish those Times

I don't really know if i really have gotten over you.

Maybe it's because of the indifference you show.

Or maybe i was just too timid to pour out my feelings.

OR maybe....

so many maybe's....

But which ever the case,

i AM glad that i met a girl like you.

I never really showed this much interest to a girl before,

you were special, to me.

Yea, in a few years...no scratch that, MONTHS,

we might never cross paths again.

So maybe letting you go wasn't really THAT hard.

I can't figure out my feelings towards you.

Is it a friendship love?

Is it a brotherly love?

Or is it something more?

if it is, i chose not to act, not to utter a single word.

I was scared

that it would ruin our friendship.

They say you know.

But i don't know myself,

about my feelings, you see.

So maybe i wasn't really cut out,

to fall for you.

I know,

it looks like im feeling sorry for myself.

Bah, no way.

I made a decision, and won't regret it.

After all,

that's what decision-making is,

not regretting your choice.

P/S: Exams begins tomorrow peeps, Good Luck to all of you. I have to shake off this morose mood and concentrate on my Biology. *eeks!*

The World is EBIL!!!

crap, i forgotten what i wanted blog about today. Once i remember, i'll edit post...later la.

Today,

nothing much.

Encik Ng asshole, as usual.
But i handed in his work,

such hypocritism.

Pn Yap,

praise me.

Say i very hardworking,

memorized the stupid,friggin uber long lanjiao cheebye difficult jibet chinese POEM

but she say,

my chinese STILL not so good.

Jialat, means i suck?

Memang.

Pressure sangat banyak.

Oh yeah,

pressure 'cause exam in 2 days...

WAIT! TWO DAYS?????

OMWTFG?

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

*grabs hair and runs around like a dumb MALAY while repeatetively banging into random walls*

I study a bit only,

Bio and History,

half cup empty....

no no no no

think positive!

half cup FULL

pressure also today,

coz

had like

rm600++

in my pocket.the ICC ticket money.

I'm gonna TRY to continue study now. All of you people, work hard ya? Score good grades.

I encourage so many people, no one encourage or motivate me.

I how?

POST EDIT

i still can't remember what i wanted to blog about. Adoi, these things ar, come and go.

POST EDIT-EDITED!

yayayaya....i remember now. Today, Sher Lynn and Sze Hui ( 2 very horny and kinky girls) say they wanted to rape me. Sher lynn say she likes wild and kinky sex while sze hui....ergh, the things that come out of these girls mouth, you won't believe. The world is EBIL, 17 year old girl gangbang one poor defenseless boy......

....AND OH BOY, YOU CAN DEFINITELY DO ME ANYTIME BIG-BOOBY AND TIGHT-PUSSY! hahaha

drug me on prom night like you 2 promised! XD

Silence isn't really golden la...or maybe it is, or maybe not..but then....

no la, don't shut up, i like it when you talk. =P

HA

HAHA

HAHAHA

HAHAHAHA X1000000000000000000000

Yuevern

can barely TALK

today.

It was

FARNIE

watching her struggle

to put together

a sentence.

XDDDDDDD

Shin Yueh

very unexpected
coming from you

it's actually HIM????

me, match-maker mode

ON

Me,

belum REALLY

study.

Exam

this thursday

I hate

Election.

Jibai,Jibet

Vote DAP.

The Attack of the Gay Red Sweat Monster. Coming soon in theaters. Fear Him.

Yes, the epic story of the Gay Red Sweat Monster. His sweat shall drown you with fear and his gay-ness overwhelm you. Not for the faint-hearted. Explicit content. 18 SG.

BEHOLD!!! The Gay Red Sweat Monster in the flesh!

hahaa....ok la...cut the crap. That's just me in my Interact uniform. Seriously, you'll sweat like tangki bocor in it. BrianC reckons i was doing the Beyonce booty-shaking thing. I was just putting on my blazer la....

Astin brought her camera to school last friday. Supposedly take photos for the class page, but in the end just play play only larr.....

Rest of my gay and retard pictures....

Me.Astin and her Camera.

me.shuxuan

Hui Inn.Me.

ok la...i wasn't really proposing to huiching. just for show, though i scared the crap out of her la.

The next few pictures contains serious GAY-ness innit. If you can't take it, please LEAVE now. I scare myself sometimes.

The four flower shots. Sweat monster poccessed by the Flower Goddess.i wasn't posing , astin just has the knack of taking pictures of me at my worst moment.

Exams are like this week....have you guys studied? I haven't done much progess. Still struggling with History.

GOOD LUCK YOU ALL!!

Words Part 2

'It's not what enters men's mouths that's evil, it's what comes out of their mouth that is.'

Yea, i learned that the hard way. It's always me.

I'm sorry.

Really.

all of this

Fei fei, the 'happy fruit' that passed away recently, and i am really, really sad. Sad that such a jovial face will never smile again. I kinda grew up watching her shows and movies, and always laughed with her. I hope you find rest, Lydia Sum.

And now for some dirty news. Well not so dirty now la, i think it's on the process of cleaning up.

looks bloody retarded with the flat hair.

Edison Chen, my brother from muh mutha-land, (fun fact, we were both born in Canada) has finally has the gut to come out and apologize for the racy photos of him with allegedly 7 female stars, which include Cecilia Chung and Bobo Chan.

He issued an apology letter to his fan too, and i wonder if his fans will swallow that. This dude announced that he'll quit the entertainment biz and will commit himself to charity work. WTF? who cares wei. But, i have to admit, i find it a waste la, i mean, the dude has SOME talent, and now, because he bared his oh-so-puny dick on the net, he has to quit showbiz and is now on the run from the black triads. For those of you who are in the dark, the triad gang has offered half a million for his hand.

Ganas.....

Ah well, some of us will miss you Ed, some not(me). And i read that Gillian, a member from the famous pop-duo Twins, is under pressure from her fans to quit showbiz too. Sad, i wonder how she'll fare?

Interact photoshoot today. And yes shih xuan, i am sweat monster. I have more sweatpores on me even with all the malay's in the world added up together.

Some bad news, exams now start on the 28th, a day earlier. Dammit, Bio and Sej back to back. And i haven't really done much studying. Ugh. Me. Lazy.

and now, i am thoroughly confused. Is it you or is it YOU?

Panas. Hot. Re. Yit. Hachi.

Yea, i think i over-heated myself. Came home feeling awful.

Skipped physics and english tuition today. Yea.

Exams are like a week away. What have i revised/studied?


Practically nothing.

Go Me.

Birthday Shout-outS

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY LIM JIE YI!!!!

Officially 17 now, get your driver's license and take me around.

4 years plus in the car...haha, i guess that's where we started off.

BEST WISHES TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU TOO JI HANG! COUSIN BRO OF MINE WHO KICKS MY ASS IN LITERALLY ANY GAME!

as you can all see, he's like playing the Wii with one hand while i'm still fumbling with both. Dammit.

School. Sucks.

Exam. Coming.

Oh.Crap.

Kiss Fest

Inside joke.

It's weird la, and freaky.











Random.
YueVern: WHAT? Why you put so much mayo on your food?
Me: I like mar...
YueVern: Take so much mayo, you will DIE wei!!!

Wisdom Quotes

YueVern: Today Emo Day. Everybody also damn emo.

Kapoh: *points at my mayo-covered rice* OMG! YOU WILL DIE WEI!! (#$%^#?????)

Kah Joon: Helo bulu-boy.

and the wisest of all.....

Brian a.k.a Ah neh: I AM YOUR BROTHER!! YOUR BEST FRIEND FOREVER!! SINGING THE SONG, THE MUSIC THAT YOU LOVE---OVVVEEE!!!!!!!

Black Valentine

If you'd realize
what i'd just realized
we wouldn't need to wonder
if we missed out on each other.

It's Valentines Day....again.
To all couples, Happy Valentines, and may you and your partner enjoy a longer courtship.
To singles, GO ENJOY THE NIGHT!

To me, a perfect song for this special occasion.

Your Gaurdian Angel

When I see your smile

Tears roll down my face

I can't replace

And now that I'm strong

I have figured out

How this world turns cold

and it breaks through my soul

And I know

I'll find deep inside me

I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay.

It's okay.

It's okay.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you

I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you

Please don't walk away and

Please tell me you'll stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven[to fade]

i am currently locked up in my room,

listening to emo songs.

no, not rock/suicidal emo you assholes.

just emo, as in , sad lyrics and accoustic guitars.(i define emo as that ok?)

Tasting the bittersweet of love and loneliness.

Sigh.

Revelation is here

she knows?
she knows??
she KNOWS?!?

i hope not.

Lesson learnt. Secrets can stay secret.


Back to school again.
Ergh.
Die. Moral Project.
Die more. Exam in like 2 weeks.

wait, cannot say die
still CNY, not good.
Crap.Moral Project.
Crap more. Exam in like 2 weeks.

better gua???

Early Celebration

Last night, Curve. Celebrate jieyi's early bday. Had dinner at apartment. Food damn 'big' portion, me and jieyi 'stuffed' ourselves hor? haha. Jieyi so generous, belanja us all makan. Tsk tsk, rich girl.




Ah well, Happy Early 17th you hawty, 4 years and still going.

Big Girl Jieyi.Apartment.

Haha, O yea, 'snow' on your 'mountains' too hor?Jieyi's Ice-Cream Cake from BR.

After....



Popo choon lim, Me, and Brian
The Girls


Big Apple Donuts. Love the box, perfect for V.Day. *hint*
Le Sexy Back.

Haha...dumb dumb expensive kiddie ice-blended i bought. Compare the size with Brian's hp. I got conned.

Saya dalam quandary. Should i get

-a new Zildjian Crash Cymbal?

-a double base peddle?

-a new Headliner Hi-hat?

Which one to buy? my Angpau money ngam ngam cover one only. Sigh....

The World is Hungry

This summary is not available. Please click here to view the post.

We get Fats

So yesternight, the Goh family (lazy count, too many) went to One World Hotel for a buffet dinner. 7th Uncle was nice enough to belanja us all. Arigato.

11th uncle came back from new zealand.

imm jie came back from Japan

Lee Kuan gege back from US...i think

jihui jie back from Beijing.

AND! lee kuan brought back his girlfriend. hehehehe....


Food was superb, i ate 2 plates of salad. Decorations not bad too. These are the lights. they change colour. haha

The surprise that night was that my mom actually allowed me to wear PINK! i mean, normally, my parents would flat out reject from letting me wear pink. Their excuse: makes me look gay.

yea, it's pink, but the lighting makes it look.....well, you be the judge.

After dinner, we went over to 7th uncle's place to hangout. we kids were like playing Nintendo DS, PSP, Wii,PS2,iPhone and computer. the place became like gamers hideout. 11th Uncle belanja us makan chocolates he bought from NZ. This was my favorite.

yes, i shit you not, Sheep Droppings. And i must say, they're quite good.

Red Rat

It's that time of the year again. Can't believe time goes by so fast....

I'm a bit surprised,really. I received a bit more angpow money from my parents this year. Syok-ness.

Still, that CNY spark is missing. I don't feel the euphoria anymore. Maybe it's because of that reason.

Ah welll....

May STUART LITTLE bring you comfort
MICKEY MOUSE bring you joy
RATATOUIE bring you abundance of food
MINNIE MOUSE bring you ultimate beauty and pleasure
May your Year of the Rat be filled with lots of laughter and love.

LET US ALL PRAY THAT MICKEY AND MINNIE WILL FINALLY HAVE A BABY!

HAPPY CNY!

Hype this nut up

Ok, this post will NOT be chronological. Everything here is just random thoughts or events i feel inclined to share with sadsacks like you who read my blog.

TODAY.

Funny shits. Morning, i was to make announcement. and wadaya know? Nen nen and yuevern too! we sorta like talked a bit la before we made our voices heard all over the school. Nen and yuevern were like crapping about what announcement virgin they were and how NERVOUS they were on their 'first time'. Well, i no longer virgin mar...'do' lots of time liao, so i was like telling them not to worry, it'll be over soon. So i started my announcement.

'Good morning, this is an announcement from the interact club of.....'

Next: Nen and Yuevern

'good morning, this is an ANOTHER annoucement from....'

sama-sama la, dunno why got 2 announcement papers.

WAIT WAIT~! funny shit:

Nen's hand were SHAKING. No seriously, SHAKING when doing her announcement. I could've LOL gau gau, but i surpressed myself and actually HELPED her to HOLD the paper. Memang virgin la she and yuevern. need to 'do' more.

WAIT WAIT WAIT~~~~~!!! one more funny shit:

yuevern read the last part.

'....and hope that you have a HOPPY holiday.'

HAHAHAHA!! so apparently the word HAPPY is out, HOPPY is in.

TODAY:

last day of school. i mean, CNY holiday mar...Kantoi, cut short to 6 days only. Apparently Chinese don't need to starve themselves for a month, so the goverment:

"aiya....those ah beng and ah seng eat eat only. Not like us, happy happy starve ourselves till haigei. Let them enjoy 6 days then make them stupid stupid work for us laaaa....'

CBF.

But hor...i really not in the CNY mood. Tak ada rasa langsung. Not even a bit. No, not even a molecule. I SAID NO! DON'T HAVE! NEGATIVE! NIL!




YESTERDAY:
wanted to upload John's party punya photos. But connection and Blogger being the twin bitches as usual. after 10 mins, only uploaded ONE photo. Donkey-butt, i closed the page and went to play DRAGONFABLE .



THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY:
I forgot.



TODAY AGAIN:
fuckface Ng Kok Yew just pisses me off. I mean, just his aura and expression already give me the feeling wanna take a ripe banana tree stalk and ram it up his arse. Then i'll call those Thai people to cut off his *censored* and implant in a MAN-gina.

I salute elle, she just walked out the classroom before fuckface arrived. I should take a leaf outta her book.


YESTERDAY ONCE MORE:
i went home BAGLESS cause Ian had the effin brains to lock the GTF room with my stuff inside and went over to Jess's house to watch some ciplak horror flick.



Bangsat.







TODAY AND LAST! PROMISE:
i am addicted to words and phrases like:
-donkey
-donkey-butt
-bangsat
-Changi Airport
-fuck care ar?
-OI! I lanjiao kuku you ar?
-it looks like me, sounds like me, but not 100% is me



It is like 4.30 now, and i have not bathe yet. yes, from school end till now. Stinky,i know













OK SO I LIED, i had to add this in. courtesy from kennysia.blogspot.com:

Mr Lingam in DEEP SHIT.

Birthday ShoutOut

Happy BELATED 17th to my dear 'daughter' Evelyn Sia! (30th Jan)

Happy BELATED 17th to John Tay too!!!!(2nd Feb)

Apparently those 2 go to the same church. So...

I was on my way to KL for my haircut....i was like dozing off in the car *oi,tired la after running* Then Shin Yueh called me. Bangsat.

"oi, tonight free or not? celebrate John's birthday. Suprise party arrr..."

drowsy me: 'see first la, i call you later *click*'

Zzzzz....

So i arrived at T.G.I Friday seksyen 14. a bit too early, so i went McD tapao Twister Fries. Gawd, i'm bloody addicted to them. Then bumped into Ian at Digital Mall. Selepas itu, went Starbucks and had my coffee.

Elle, Shin and Gabek were there at Friday's liao. We were joined shortly by Evelyn and their fellow church kawans. A few were ex-CHSians. Hua Ann was there too.

John came up the stairs with an expression something like this

Haha.

Fine, then we had dinner lor. John's parents so generous, belanja 19 of us makan. Damn kenyang. Later had fun talking and goofing. The Friday crew made John stand on a chair to sing a song, then WE sang the birthday song accompanied by a 2kg chocolate cake. Then the crew sang their version of Happy Birthday which sounded like Orang Sakai gone wild.

Camwhored a lot, but pictures with Shin.

I'm still quite tired now, so sorry to say i'm too lazy to type anymore.

'WOI! DON'T RUN SO FAST WOI!!!!'

Today: Merentas Desa
Objective: Score at least a point for Biru House
Results: arrived at school 10 minutes outside the time limit.


Wasai man, my form 5, last year in CHS, merentas desa achivement. Goddamn proud man.

Ok la, if i have to BRUTALLY honest with myself, i could've scored a point. But when i was like 'semangat' running, i met up with Chun Kit, Tuan Hann and Kok Hon. So i stopped and chatted with them.....but that chat cost me alot. In the end, the 4 of us just walked all the way....not chunkit la, he 'shunpo' to the finishing line. Baka-yaro.

But i was surprised. Elle and Gabrielle got top 30 for the P1 category. Kudos to you both. Biru got overall 4th place this year....(wait, sama dengan last year la)



Ok ok la...at least not last right?


going out to get my haircut now. bloody Lim Ser Kian, cut my sideburn like weilding a chainsaw. Don't know cut don't cut laaaaa....


Ish.