It's so wonderful,absolutely absorbing. Downright depressing.

I know my future's at stake.

My grades aren't really going up as i expected it to be...no wait, i was expecting this. Heck, the lack of study and concentration really takes a toll on my grades.

No, i don't think i'll blame anyone but myself. I'm not giving myself an excuse, but there's no point denying that my erm...'problems' and so-called 'emo-ness' has affected my study mojo.

Dammit, i hate being so weak. Snivelling around like this, i hate it.

so glad you can't see me when i'm behind locked doors.

28 more days left to suffer, 28 more days left to make things right.