Bring it all back, all the way home.

I wonder if this was supposed to be my life? the one i'm living in right now.

I've lost most of my sanity...if not all. I can't think rasionally. This pain in my heart over-rides everything. Dammit, it hurts so bad that i actually wince.

I'm so tempted to end everything right now. I mean, i don't think i have anymore strength to take it.

22 more days left to suffer, 22 more days to make things right.



but i don't think i can last those 22 days. Goodbye world.