My mom just loves to make a big case out of EVERYTHING.
Ok...so fine, i admit, maybe i didn't put enough effort in my Biology and History. My bad. But heck, she has the nerve to accuse ME saying that i don't do enough Add Maths revision.
That is just total bullshit.
You said i don't get enough practise, fine i buy another excersice book.
My tuition teacher says i need more practise, FINE, i buy one more.
Then Dad starts complaining, i buy ANOTHER one.
That brings up a total of 4 books, and i did it all.
I'm sorry i can't achieve the standard you want me to mum, if you think add maths is so easy to score, you take the paper next time for a change.
Have you ever considered my limits? DID YOU seek my opinion of what i know i can cope with? NO.....you and dad are like the same, 'Go science stream , art stream people hopeless one'.
That IS exactly the problem with you two old fuddy-duddies. You are so narrow-minded and prejudiced. I know i'm not really good at maths and science subjects. Maybe for you, i can try to tackle add maths. But....Oh this is so hard, but you just keep presuming i can SCORE SCORE SCORE!!!!!
I HAVE MY LIMITS LA!
I'm sick and tired of you treating me as a lil boy. From a kid till now, you are the biggest control-freak i've ever met. I can't bloody wear the clothes i want. You and dad say smart people dress up smartly, and if i dress up the way i want, i look samseng. GAWD! HOW CAN YOU EVEN THINK LIKE THAT??? I put on cologne, cause i fucking well know i stink when i sweat. But no....you say i smell GAY if i put cologne. OPEN YOUR SMALL FUCKING EYES, it's the 21st century, cologne was made for a REASON!!!! And you even bloody accuse my friends are gay or samseng when you see them with piercing. Shit la wei....how can you?????
And now, you saw my msn chat which my friends dearly left a message with the word 'Fuck' innit.
'If i catch you talking with friends using the FUCK word, i'll never let you chat with them anymore'.
Oh great, so now you're the language police huh? DO YOU THINK I'M THAT JACKASS STUPID TO SWEAR TO EVERYONE I SEE??? WHY OH WHY MUST YOU THINK THAT SWEARING WILL DESTROY YOUR WHOLE LIFE???
I wonder why you never wanted to try to understand me.
If you keep going like this, i fucking well know i'll break down soon.
(i used Fuck a lot of times, Fuck Fuck Fuck)
I am seriously feeling pissed, frustrated, confused, peeved, suicidal and goddamn hurt.
and YOU, just had to rub salt in the wound, as if i'm not feeling enough.
IF YOU ALL JUST FUCKING HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM WITH ME, FUCKING SPIT IT OUT~~~~
i can look forward to a rotten holiday.
listening to Confusion and Frustration in Modern Times-Sum 41
deep breaths.
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
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2 comments:
Calm down.. don't get so worked up..
Parents will always be parents..
I had my fair share of nagging and scolding when I'm at your age.. :)
You need to convince them that you had really studied and yet could make the grade.. Dont say that I teached you this, but sometime the 'wayang' that you put on speaks louder that your words.. you get what I mean?? :)
Parent always treat their child like a small kid no matter how old they are. They always want to ensure their kids are having a good future. Although sometime the method that they used may be a bit harsh and unreasonable, their intention is a good one.
Have a good chat with your dad and mum and I believe they will understand you.
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