I forgot what title i wanted for this post

You know what?
i'm gettin friggin sick of this.
no, seriously.
I think,
i'm starting to hate you.
Yeah.

Why?
Coz of all the pain
and the loneliness
plus the bitterness,
i'm going through,
just because of you.

I'd like to get things over with.
You know,
maybe i'll tell you
what's been going on my mind,
what my heart feels.
Then,
if i receive rejection,
i can at least let my heart rest,
knowing that we're impossible.

But i chose to be silent.
Why?
Because i'm a chicken.
I can't face rejection,
especially from you.

Oh dear God,
it hurts so bad.




























shit,
and now i can't even study.