im am stuck...in the mud

ok...so on friday i went for the weekly interact meeting. The 2006/07 BOD were nominating people for the 2007/08 BOD. so i was like: cool, i'll vote for brian and ee lynn to be pres and vice-pres.

But man, did i get a shock of my life.
I'm not even in interact for 2 months yet, and there written on the list of nomination.....
Sergeant-in-Arms: Victor Goh
IU Director: Victor Goh

OMWTFG????
ok la, so there were other names, but man, 2 nominations? And then Purani(i deno spell her name) sed that nominated people must do a fuckin proposal and a interview on monday.
proposal.......
CB KNN MCH WTF ???????

HOW TO DO????????????????

BURFDAY SHOUTOUT!

WISHING A VERY ROCKING BURFDAY TO ELLE!!!!
Sweet 16 leh sister, make sure you celebrate ryt, even though ur grounded..........

ah well, i'm kinda in an emotion twist now. hard to explain, but i'll try.
Careen (my ex-) finally has begun using frenster!! haha...so i was kinda suprised she added me. Then i took a look at her pictures. Seems she has a new bf and i deno bout it. But tat can be expected, since we really haven been talking much since our break-up. Tat guy dam yeng leh...
sigh, deno la...part of me is really really happy for her. But then....i deno if im feeling regret, but my hati sakit sikit sikit when see them 2 together.

Pif, maybe i'm not used to the fact that careen isn't really mine anymore. SO! MOVING ON!
Wishing you lots of luck with ur new bf, careen. Hope that we are still friends!

p/s elle, ur present is the lashes u wanted. kekeke

Mark, Time Halt, Mark!

good news :
today, we have 1st to 5th period free...means no class, and then last period, that faggot Ng Kok Yew oso didnt come, awesome.

bad news:
Fuck, had marching for rumah biru today. Luckily i took off my shoes, i mean, the padang was so BLOODY MUDDY! (it rhymes!) Then after school, stayed back for further marching practise. This bitchy form 5 girl was training us, and man, she's unbearable, everyone was like: Screw this bitch! Even shea shin oso dun like her very much.

Oh, my poor aching feet.....

another weekend busted

Dam sien la, add maths tuition on a sunday?
GIMME A BREAK!!!

Forgot to tell you guyz that the sexy SERENA C and CHRISTIAN from 'what a women wants' were the MC for the concert. One sexy voice diva and a girl-catcher pretty boy, at least ICC offered something GOOD.

Didn't go GC's concert. I guess i have mixed emotions? one side of me regretted not going, the other side of me was like: " y waste ur time?'
Nyit Yang said it rocked
Sonia said it sucked?
????

ah well....bummer....still haven gotten elle's Burfday prezzie. Dammit, wat to do??????

wtf? u call tat a concert?

Went to the ICC Charity Concert in Sentul,KL today with the other interactors of CHS. Don't get me wrong, i wasn't going there to watch the bloody concert. I was on duty, Security, uugghh go figure.

Anyways, a few of us took the tube early and arrived at HGH hall around 9am plus?? My god, we just sat there chattin like maniacs and watching those people doing rehersals. lol, Shafiq and i were like 'Borat' nut asses.

This was my duty name tag

The tagline for this year's ICC concert is chemical reaction....sounds so ....i deno, cliche?

So sat there and tunggu sehingga no words to talk. Then the other interactors, Ee Lynn, Ee Ling, Cheryl ,Chee Siong and others arrived from the anugerah cemerlang thing. And boy, i have to admit, the girls from interact sure know how to dress up. All of them looked so different( not wearing skul uniform la). Then there was Cheryl(mommy!) who looked sexy and hot in the black polka dot dress.

pretty leh? heehee....

Aiya, so lidat lor, usher those noobs and brats to line up properly to register themselves. i was like shouting:

'Please line up here, thank you!'

'Second line, please move forward'

'Ticket registration over here please!'

uugghhh...and hell man, lunch wasnt really even provided. You wanna feed 40 ++ on-duty people with just and few pieces of curry puffs and springrolls? C'mon, some people didn't even get to eat!!!!! sighh.....

Concert was quite a bore. According to the senior interactors, last year's ICC was waaayyy better. Then when it was time to go, it fucking rained. Got drenched to the bone when i was up the bus, freezing mind you.

so we arrived at the bus stop in front of our school. Everyone went home, except for a few who decided to go 1U, and some, like nyit yang, went straight on to GC's concert. me? i was stuck with shafiq at the bus stop, who was trying to catch a cab home. He tried hailing 2 cabs, and i jokingly said he had to use his legs and 'catch' the cab. He was like WTF? after 2 unsuccessful attempt by using his hands to hail, i went forward and stuck my leg out. Guess what? A TAXI DID COME! LOL, see shafiq? i was right.....

Zzzz...tired la, next year's ICC i'll definitely be performing. It's either a performace with my band, a duet wif cheryl( i dun think she wants la) or a dance. We'll see....

Down but no Daunted

FINALLY! i lost in the semi-finals....
man,imagine all the pressure the choir people put on you, i'm just glad it's over.
Besides, i rather be a supporter for my mommy, Cheryl, rather than compete with her. 100% behind you mom!!!! GOGOGOGO!!!!

hmmm....this is what i got after i finished singing 'Bad Day-Daniel Powter'

Judge 1: I like your voice, it's nice. But the one thing you gotta work on is the part when you close your eyes and sing. You look and feel like you're enjoying yourself, which is good. But you have to look at the crowd or spectators sometimes. They are the ones you have to interact and gain confidence from them.
Judge 2: weeeellll.....not bad, the song is nice, and you sang nice. But it sounds like your rushing through the song and hoping that it will end just as soon as possible. Work on that.
Judge 1: one more thing. You didn't catch the mood and feel of the song. The song is about a bad day, and you're singing like you're happy. soo....yea that's about it.

ok..............
so maybe this competition is looking for Kelly Clarkson and Jaclyn Victor type of vocal power? well, SO-REE! but i'm more of a band type singer. So i guess i don't fit you're winning criteria. But it was a good experience.

Or in other words, it's just another way of saying to comfort myself.

Heck, i'll continue singing, for myself and for my band. singing is still my 'thang', and drumming too, and basketball too, and......
erm? perverting? yea i guess so too.

MUSIC LIVES!

Enough of Me

yea, my life is so depressing and full of shit, let's talk bout other stuffs.

Reading Books.
man, seriously,i luv reading. Here are a few of my fav books and novels.

Sons of Fortune by Jeffrey Archer
False Impression by Jeffrey Archer

Tuesdays with Morrie
Five people you will meet in heaven
for one more day
By Mitch Albom

I seriously recommend Mitch Albom's books. They're really one of a kind. Kinda makes you wanna cry...

Besides, life's a bitch, we all need to cry sometimes.

P/S No more questions bout my crush, thank you.

FREAK OUT!

you know what? i really,really hate my parents. They're just a bunch of old-timers who can't get with the flow.... All's said, fuck them.

I read the Future

yea i guess so....
Tomorrow, i'm gonna get screwed by Chan Yoke Bee coz i didn't hand in my Chemistry.
Then, i'm gonna get killed by Pn Joyce for not handing in the EST assignment that was due BEFORE the 1st term exams.
Sad Sad Sad.......

I found this lame shit questionaire on the net. I kinda like the Questions.

1. What is your greatest desire?
To get F***ed by Jessica Alba

2. What is next to you this minute?
A lousy bed?

3. What music are you listening to now?
Fuck You Gently by T-Pain.

4. What do you do when you're alone?
I like to shut the door and listen to X-Japan while doing serious head-banging and Air drumming.

5. What's your crush like?
Vivacious and full of attitude

6. What's your favorite drink?
erm....ice lemon tea?

7. Do you pick your nose when no one is looking?
erm...like...DUH!

8. How often do you masturbate.
wtf? *censored*

9. What's your hobby?
Finally, a real qurstion. Basketball, surfing the net, reading and jamming

10. Lastly, what will you wish for if you had 3 wishes?
1) I want to get slimmer
2) hope my crush will fall for me
3) more friends.

LOL, man, Q&A are so fun!

What's up with you?

Is it a sin to like someone? i mean, things happen don't they? even i can't control them.

And guyz, plz stop asking who's the unfortunate girl that victor likes, i won't tell. It's my dirty lil' secret.

Sigh i'm kinda fed up wearing this 'mask' to school everyday. I'm like, the horny and happy-go-lucky plus annoying and lame fatass to everyone. But then, life isn't really that sweet. Friends just come and go. Last year we were like talking best buddies, and now you're acting like you don't even know me? WTF?

Really man, i can't change. This is me. I'm fed up and living with it. You should too.

I HATE ADD MATHS!!!!

Im not Perfect

I hate you for being my parents? if you're not satisfied with me, go find another kid.

Yes! passed Interact interview and manage to get through into CHS idol semi-finals.
Yowza

Essence of Eternity

OK! to all of you 'macho' faggots out there, guyz who use perfume or cologne ARE DEFINITELY NOT GAY!!!!!

i'm loving this>>>

i'm kinda addicted to the smell...lol. I have 2 other ones, one from Tommy Hillfiger and Polo. But i still like Calvin!! lol Euphoria...wtf? the name is a bit cliche though.

huh?

OMFG? lol, today i heard the funniest shit today.

wait ar, let me stop laughing first.

ok...

My gay bunch of friends asked me whether i was 'chasing' after YEE AUN!!

HAHAHA!!

dudes! c'mon la, just because i was walking with her to 7-11 means coupling meh? ish, tak guna otak betul!!!

Well, i'm actually starting to do A BIT of my homework. So that's an improvement. But still life sucks, and i got a picture to prove it. well, actually a few pictures....

To Life.

To desperate girls

Do i really need to say this?

I'll just RANT!

Hell man, life's been taking one nocturnal turn for shit! Everything's going from bad to worse....

Sigh, showed my bloody report card to my parents. My dad was like scolding me like he wanted to disown me or some shit. C'mon la, first term only! This doesnt mean i can't go into U mar... now, i have to show him my homework everyday, and he wants to see all my teachers. WTF? oh yea, and i'm banned from the net, but who cares? i curi curi online la...like now.

Teachers all having PMS(female teachers la). Don't know why, but all of a sudden they're starting to use the blue card more frequently than they should. And sikit sikit ganggu, walau-a, SCREW you gau gau....Chan Yoke Bee is the one having severe case of PMS!

And i'm seriously having less and less friends. It's not that i'm perasan or anything but it's definitely true. If it's because of my attitude,then too bad for them. I am who i am. I won't pretend to be someone i'm not to fit into society. You don't like my loud, noisy and horny attitude? Well, sorry, but live with it or F*** off. I don't need 'friends' who whisper insults and dirty remarks about me behind my back. if you got a problem with me, tell me straight in my face, bastards....

Pif, i am seriously getting really stressed out here man! definitely, no doubt about that. How can an insecure, lonely, confused 16 year old ass like me get fraught with so many emotional PROBLEMS???????
I JUST WANNA LIVE!!! (GC!!!)

Ahhh...but then just to be able to stand near her is already good enough for me. Her pressence just breathes life into me....(ewwww...that sounded so weird) Sorry marcus, i don't have the guts to confess to her , so stop urging me to. I can only like her in secret....and that's enough for me.

sigh, i just want real friends and a normal life...well, actually my life IS quite normal, just a bit stressed out....

Screw life man...i don't need this shit!!!!!!

hmm...amazing? tiresome i think

SO! today sudah pegi sekolah for the amazing race. Met up with my team. Talk about somber mood, elle was in tears when she arrived. And i thought i had something to do with it!! turns out she got bitten off by her mom... C'mon elle, smile, u look darn pretty when you do.

I'll post the pictures and give you guyz a blow by blow account bout today's race soon. Wait till i get the pictures ready first. Besides, im too goddam tired to type anymore, i'm totally drained.

P/S I hate you F***in QM's, screw you for your onion concoction and the friggin jungle trek!!!

Zzzz...

this post is dedicated...

to all my friggin wild friends.

To elle,
HAHAHAHAHA....u actaully ran away? Sheesh, i promise you, one day when my parents and maid are not around, i'll definitely show you how to drive an Evolution 7, since it's automatic and manual. You can actually switch between gears, how cool is that?

To sonia,
What's up with your diet or healthy lifestyle thing? It's not like you're fat or unhealthy anything. Stay cool, ur still hot....HAHA Opps, did i mean me?

To Vivian,
Muimui ar....you come back tuition liao, but still so wild and ganas hor? Nvm , gor still sayang you!

To Juliana,
Wei, you still haven play basketball with me yet.

To Gabby,
your burfday present is still with me......

To Yee aun(is tat how you spell ur name?),
Yes, my name is victor, and don't you dare call me vicky. BTW, what's ur msn?

To Jieyi,
ntg to say to you except....
YOU SHOPOHOLIC FREAK!

ok...to the guys...
To Ian,
sleeping child...i'll cover you sleeping child.........hehehehehehe , you noe what i mean

To Wen xiang,
hehe, who's pawning you in RO now huh?

To Corey,
MCR is not an Emo band....and i think they're cool

Yeap...messages all sent, hope they are received....

the CHS not-so- AMAZING-RACE is happening tomorrow, Elle, Gabby and Tuhan, you better be there tomorrow morning, or i'll bitch slap all of you back to Hong Kong.

Cheers!

i won't say its a normal day

Well.....thursday, 5th april. Some not so ordinary things happened today i guess.
Woke up with a dry and scratchy throat. Then during PJK class, played basketball. Don't know what happened today, but i was exceptionally accurate or insanely lucky as all my shots had a 90 percent accuracy. OMFG?

Then, during biology, Pn See suddenly called me and gave me my report card back. Said my form 3 3rd term exam didnt let my parents sign. She said she called up my mom liao. i was like: WTF??? called my mom??? tat was totally unexpected. Wait till i let my mom see my report card, i got three 9G and a 8E....that can't be good........

And elle, for cryin out loud, don't be so impatient to start driving. This is what you get for driving without a drivers license. You drive-aholic and speed demon. Sheesh....

Vic

Ba ba da da...

YIPPEE!! passed the first audition for our school's CHS IDOL. copycatz....lol

Ian failed though...but as they say:

A Good Friend is A Good Rival.

So, one less competition....hehe, sorry ian.

HECK LA! CHESTER BENNINGTON IS IN TOWER OF RECORDS TODAY!! RIGHT NOW! THIS MINUTE! SO WHY AM I HERE TYPING THIS TO YOU?????

this sounds so cliche....

as the song goes:
"Torn between two lovers, feeling like a fool...."

I mean, i really gotta snap out of my dream and come back to reality. i've been talking bout how i like this girl,right? But problem is, i think i'm also falling for another one!!!
OMFG! i think i'm just being 'greedy', hoping to have both of them at the same time. Gotta make up my mind!!

O yea,VIVIAN AND JULIANA!!! WELCOME BACK TO WHERE YOU BELONG!!!
noise clan is back, tuition will never be the same without both of you, glad you're back.

Chungchung gorgor luv vivi muimui!!! hahaha....

It all burns up in smoke...

Went back to Kuala Kangsar, Perak for Ching Ming today. Im so glad it only happens once a year man.....
Had to put joss sticks and candles around the grave. Then had to burn fake money,shirt,shoes and other stuff for my deceased ancestors. I tell you la, Green House is happening because of Ching Ming, LOOK AT THE SMOKE!!! I think i inhaled 800 ppm of smoke....
Cough cough...need inhaler liao....